Dragonfly 69

The last tears...

2004-11-06T15:23:00.000Z

Theese are the last tears I will ever cry for you,
no more shall I spend my time thinking of you,
no more will I remember the time we were together,
we that once were,
now are no more...
I hate you,
I feel you,
I love you...
Dreams once were,
now nightmares become...
Many nights I wated for you,
many nights I cryed for you,
but alone I was,with only the light of the moon to join me...
Now its over,no turning back,no forgiving...
I hate you...

Broken heart...

2004-10-18T01:00:00.000+01:00

Today...
Today went not that well...
I thought i could escape it,but love was stronger...
Today 17.October,a day i thought would be beautiful and full of passion and love...
But i was wrong,love there was,but i could not reach it...
I felt alone,helpless,defenceless...
Why,why do i always have to feel this way???
We huged,i felt it again... was it love?
I don't know,and... its better this way!
What shall i do? shall i follow my heart,my feelings,or just forget the past and move on???
Questions like theese,i have many... but answers,none...
Life sucks...

Sonata Arctica - Last Drop Falls

2004-10-17T21:36:00.000+01:00

When I´m looking in your eyes
Everything seems to fade away
After all these years we had do I know you now
Have I trusted blindly in your love, too many times

You said: "hey, my love, I´m sorry but we can´t go on ´cause
I´m in love with someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

Oh I love you, maybe?
And I hope it goes away
How I want you daily
I know it´s gonna stay

You are so self satisfied
Always ready for a ride
Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway
You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low

I can hear you say: "I´m sorry, should we still go on,
I´m not in love with that someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

Oh I love you, maybe?
And I hope it goes away
How I want you daily
Tell me now that...

I have found the whore in you
Why can´t I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
Jar of love isn´t dry until the last drop falls

The moment I will step aside, you´re ready for another ride
Walking in the cool night air without underwear
You have red light burning in your soul, I´ve seen the glow

In every dream I have I say: "I´m not in love with you"
But every day I say I do
You have messed with my head so many times
Forced me to love you (spoken)

Now that...
I have found the whore in you
Why Can´t I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
I will try until the last drop falls

Now that...
I have found the whore in you
Why Can´t I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
I will try until the last drop falls

The Misery ...

2004-10-16T03:00:00.000+01:00

Sonata Arctica - The Misery

write the lines you want me to
with words I dare to use of all
the ones that you have taught me
along the years.

You cast a perfect shadow on the paper,
fade away with sunlight.
Fear the way you know me,
love can leave a stain.

You steal my only hope
and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bare with me, stay near me
when the atumn leaves have fallen.
Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me.

If you fall I’ll catch.
If you love I’ll love
and so it goes, my dear.
Don’t be scared you’ll be safe,
this I swear if you only love me

Seven lonely lies written on dead winters night.
Open the only book with the only poem I can read.
In blood I sign my name
and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line, for them I cried.

If you fall I’ll catch
If you love I’ll love
and so it goes my dear
don’t be scared you’ll be safe
this I swear if you only love me back.

I am the Playwriter and you are my Crown.
Make me cry for your love,
like you’ve done many times
so I know I can’t write these storylines without you.
Lady Pain, make me strong,
can’t we be together without them forever?

The words I write can only hurt me,
sorry for the rain.
Thank you my only one,
you gave me this pain.
I leave you gently on the floor,
take one step towards the door.
Where's that letter never written,
good night now.

If you fall I’ll catch
If you love I’ll love
and so it goes my dear
don’t be scared you’ll be safe
this I swear if you only love me.

If you fall I’ll catch
If you love I’ll love
and so it goes my dear
don’t be scared you’ll be safe
this I swear if you only love me back.

If you fall I’ll catch
If you love I’ll love
and so it goes my dear
don’t be scared you’ll be safe
this I swear if you only love me back...

Light ...

2004-10-10T03:27:00.000+01:00

Light....
Never there when we need it...
So powerfull it burns, so weak you can blow it out...
So desired by all...
In dark, the best friend one can have...
So perfect, so beautiful...
So easy to create, so easy to keep...

To know you is to love you

2004-10-09T03:30:00.000+01:00

Everyday i think about you,
every night i dream about you,
you are my gooddess,you are my queen,
if i'm ever gona be happy its gona be with you...

Why....

2004-10-08T21:20:00.000+01:00

Lately i have been asking myself the same question over and over. "Why???"
Why this way ?
Why me... ?
Why at all ?
One once told me to let the past be,the present stay and the future come! And somtimes its just the right thing to do.
Well i guess its just all about bad luck...
Things happend and things should be forgoten.Why try to make things better on my own,if time will do it for me? Well the thing is,the past keeps runing into my present,eighter i wanted or not! And there is nothing i can do to change that.
So i guess "Fuck it",is the best tought that comes to my mind...

Today sucked !!!

2004-10-07T20:57:00.000+01:00

Bem hoje foi mais um daqueles dias ... Um exame d alemao d 5 aulas!!! k secante...
E para variar tenho amanha um exame d Biologia, cuja materia nao percebo nem intendo perceber :P
d maneira k o clima RULA...
a unica coisa fixe hoje foi mesmo a aula d quimica !!!!! simplesmente d+...
so merda ... pra comecar cheguei 10 minutos atrasado, k com este profe d m**** siginifica ficar la fora mais uns 10 minutos... quando finalemente pude entrar tinhamos k fazer uma expericencia... epah n me perguntem o k devia ser o resultado... mas puz logo maos a obra!!!
Foi lindo,desde exagerar nas quantidades d quimicos ao uso errado dos mesmos!!!
E no fim foi o meu resultado o unico k estava certo, :P
K gozo !!!
aki vai uma foto na aula, d um colega meu !!! o DAVID ... k personagem...

Not all is what it seems !!!

2004-10-06T18:45:00.000+01:00

Time to pay !!!

2004-10-04T21:15:00.000+01:00

You shall pay for all harm you did,
you will fall as deep as one can fall,
you shall join Satan and his doom,
for you have no soul,no heart,no feelings...

There will be no forgiving,no peace,
no happiness in your life
for as long as you live,you shall be cursed...

Tears shall fall down your eyes,
at every hour,every day,at every week of your life,
you shall not see colors,nor have friends,
you will walk alone till the end of your days...

This is the curse i put upon yor soul,
this is the price you shall pay,
for being so cold...

Bem ppl isto é o k da quando ficamos em casa deprimidos, damos nos a escrever
coisas destas!!!

Check out my FOTOLOG !!!

2004-10-04T18:46:00.000+01:00

oi ppl, ca estou eu d novo!!!
Bem o dia hoje n ta a correr muito bem...esperemos k amanha seja melhor.
Ainda n vos tinha dito,mas tb tenho um fotolog XD
lol,e se quiserem dar um vista d olhos aki vai o link : http://www.fotolog.net/dragonfly_69/
Ja agora,deixem um comment ;)
Espero k gostem!!!

My first post !!!!

2004-10-04T02:45:00.000+01:00

Bem ppl este é o meu primeiro post, isto é o comeco d uma nova ERA ...
Vou vos dar a conhecer um pouco d mim a cada post k fizer!!!
Espero k gostem...